★ Lay Bare My Soul

沉默

2012-01-31T03:53:00.003+08:00

沉默因该在这种情况不是金

忍了许久的无奈，最后还是滔滔不绝了

为了要保护一些每人应有的个人人权，说话也变得客气许多

口头上是说说没事，甚至说抱着感怀感激之心，

但是

我们都知道人的肚量有限，再加上说厚不厚的感情，肚量更是有限，或少得可怜

矛盾的说，保持沉默也不是我的作风

那股莫名的正义感，打抱不平的义气

就是偏偏吞不下去

就这样吧

该说的也说了

随他去

HAPPY 1+1 ANNIVERSARY!!

2012-01-22T03:22:00.005+08:00

HAPPY 1+1 ANNIVERSARY!!

It's January 22nd.

It is our 1st anniversary plus another month of celebration.

We have gone through so many things, fought over so many arguments,

travelled to so many awesome places, but most importantly travelled deeper into each other's heart and discover our true selves.

If i were to set a rule for our relationship,

I would say

1. tolerate

2. tolerate

3. tolerate

and still tolerate

When we tolerate someone we loved, we will not just stuck in a tiny space and keep blaming on all his/her negative doings. In contrast, we would somehow see the good effects when we tolerate more. So baby, keep tolerating me too k, even though you had done a lot.

If we were to loved each other, i believe fate is a factor, but without tolerance and love, the strongest love ever will fall apart.

At this moment, I appreciate our love, your love and my love for you.

1+1 makes our love more worthy.

1+1 makes our stories interesting.

1+1 makes us complete.

1+1 makes everything complete.

1+1 makes a heart complete

just as below

Sorry for my headstrong attitude that cause you a lot of troubles.

Sorry for letting you down, sometimes.

Sorry for not remembering some of the memorable dates.

Sorry for not being the best girlfriend.

This is your 1+1 anniversary card.

Although I cant pass it to you in person, it doesn't mean I cant deliver my message.

My blog has never appear any post related to you, so here it is! :)

Thanks for being with me all the time, especially in Bakery Story. :p

Thanks for keep trying to make things work.

Thanks for being my moral supporter.

Thanks for your forgiveness.

Thanks for your love.

Nassau, Bahamas, Dec 2011

With love,

Jer

Opportunity

2012-01-22T00:58:00.003+08:00

条条大路通罗马

For every direction that you choose

we see opportunities.

However, to choose the right direction in life, we struggle, struggle and still struggle.

In the midst of planning my future, i believe fall far far behind thousands of graduates.

I know having tons of thoughts and ideas in your mind without taking any actions, is just like grumbling that you're hungry but not getting up for food.

At the beginning of 2012, I rang a wake up call to myself. I wrote a short notice to my potential career guider. Unexpectedly , I got his reply in just a second. We scheduled for a skype call. Now, it has been 3 weeks from the day which full of excitement, sometimes we lost contact, sometimes he simply shot me with a surprise note. Still, we didnt make it to any calls.

Then, i ponder carefully and thought how deficient can i be if i only rely on one source. More sources can never be harm. Motion, or change is one constant thing in life. People keep moving, keep going forward in life, despite if they are walking in a straight line, in a curve, or even in a circle; they will still keep moving FORWARD.

Opportunity is everywhere.

Let's keep believing, cause the angels living close to me never fail me.

“Do not suffer life to stagnate; it will grow muddy for want of motion: commit yourself again to the current of the world.” – Samuel Johnson

Corn maze, Life maze

2010-11-11T09:36:00.006+08:00

"Human Interpersonal Communication" is an uncertain development of human adaptation processes that YOU COULD NEVER HANDLE them, in a right way.

In other words, no clues. If you say HIC is just like a chunk pieces of puzzles, which time, patience and skills are essential in order to fix them up, or if you would describe HIC as in you are the mouse and let the situation be corn maze, so what's now is all depending on your critical thinking or how good your culture spurred in your cognitive development, along with what opportunity cost you willing to forgo, perhaps some LUCK?

If these are what's on your mind, i'm going against you!

the only independent variable is THE COMPLEXITY OF THE CORN MAZE.

Look at this, yes look at the complexity

Look again, now still complex.

Third glance, no clue? You're in!

Think carefully, there are numerous of corn maze that you are going to walk through in everyday's life, some people pass all them effortlessly, some people having a hard time and get lost a couple of times, some people got stress up and die off, some people turn backward and guess what, ESCAPE from the maze, some people practices good moral values and be optimistic : if you grant clues, your will be rewarded by reaching the exit (if you be good to others, you wil be good, vise versa); some people however, take you for granted, rehearse all their devilish, demonic, tricky all the way just to get out of the maze and guess what, FORGET about all the shit (endeavor) that they been through, which actually benefits them in a way, nevertheless, those unsympathetic and cold-hearted little creatures abandoned all of those positives, eventually they grown up sinful. Therefore, chasing away all other corn maze participants who they met in the corn maze. (Those people can be the helpful one, and the one you took them for granted)

Well, I am stuck in the corn maze now. At first i tend to minimize the troubles, be good to others, so I will be granted. BUT this sometimes doesn't work out at certain viewpoint. Look, there are millions of people out there, millions of faces, millions of personalities, millions of ADAPTATION BEHAVIORS that you would never really know until the day you set in. Put in succinctly, people don't care what you feel, people spoke out loud for what they yearn for, people are self-center, self-less people are scarce, human interpersonal communication simply isn't tough enough to block out all those unwanted chaos.

RIP my lovely great grandmother

2010-10-27T22:54:00.005+08:00

Was being told about my great grandmother unpleasant condition in hospital days ago, heart sunken and eventually receiving call from mommy claiming that doctor had resigned himself from saving the weak life of her as no matter how advance are our current medical technologies, we couldn't go against the twist of fate. And that made my gloomy day. Right, she had then sent home for good. I couldn't imagine what's more her daughters, son, grandchild or us great grandchild would feel staying beside her and preparing themselves mentally for the arrival of agony.

Shed off the tears, God is just taking her away to a whole better world, better place to stay. Mommy said the word 'funeral' would be replaced by "burial celebration" adding 5 more years to her actual age, she was then 100 year-old.

I hated so much to have learn the 'past tense' only when the 'present tense' has no longer applies to the whole chunk.

She used to hug us so softly when we visit every time we head back to hometown, she used to call our names and sent her regards. She's old but she's aware of everything. She won my respect.

These days i have bad insomnia, i wanted to go home so badly to join the family. My mind seemed instill and skeptical, why am i here? Should me be home living a simple life, life is short anyway. And there goes my mind with the nonsense negative thinking. That marked the saddest day of mine so far. If you ask me why don't i seem to be sad when my great grandmother is gone, I would say I'm super fine, i'm letting go, I had already accepted the truth even if i know that my heart was just tightly locked upon others.

We will always remember you, ah zoh! <3

Nightmares go away!

2010-10-21T09:05:00.003+08:00

I have not been sleeping well lately. I used to be a good sleeper, no nightmares less dreams. I could easily fall asleep even i had 3 to 4 hours of afternoon nap on that particular day. Well i know that sounds pretty ridiculously long but yeah that's my favorite activities at home once I am jobless.

Staying away from home, adjusting very hard to sleep on my new bed, then adapting hard to a new sleeping environment, no sisters; all alone ! Feeling fear and horror this way is more than a pain in the ass, i rather to go for a horror movie to gain that "excitement" rather than this way!

The continuous repulsive, sickening and bloody scenes in my various dreams are still freshly pitch in my mind. I have no idea what's the causes of all these continuous suffering nights, thus I see no way to get rid of them. Even an usual afternoon nap turn me down, so now what? I have dilemma to sleep or to stay awake in the jobless afternoon. Awakening in d middle of night with eyes wide open and have no one, NO ONE besides you is terribly saddening.

Turning my bed to the other direction, i pray hard to see an improvement!

Fall anticipating Spring

2010-10-20T11:26:00.005+08:00

When feelings fade, it won't just fade so. Just like the falling leaves you see in the fall season, it takes winter to heal the pain, it takes spring to yield and grow. It takes the whole summer season to regain its hotness and passion and be zeal. But in real life, try to hold it in summer, hold it tight in hand, to let the feelings remain forever lasting.

Falling leaves can be seen everywhere in Columbus now, I have a few favorite trees in campus, somewhere behind the Evans Laboratory and somewhere down there along the street. No pictures of those. I felt calm and cool savoring the beauty of the beautiful trees, I hope i could share the feelings with all my loves one.

Darkness represents coldness, unwelcoming, forbidding kind of atmosphere.

Otherwordly, it could be as relaxing as the afternoon scenario too, it all depends what emotions you choose to draw in for that instant. I might be afraid or insecure for making an error but eventually i choose to follow my instinct.

I am anticipating for the next spring. I want to see things flourish in shine.

Another side of the globe

2010-09-25T23:33:00.005+08:00

Time Zone and apparent distance make everything hard for us. But as long as two persons care for each other, impossible is nothing. To be precise, it had been 2 weeks n a half here in Columbus. First impression of this town was : where does all the cabs n buses go? They have it but kinda rare, most of them can only be found in High Street. Well, having a car is good to be said but having to ask it from the parents now sounds a little absurd, farcical at the moment. Someone told me that Im not gonna survive without a car, perhaps they thought I drove a lot on my own back home and I used to hold the steering and direct the destination. Maybe it has got to be my major problem here, but im adapting to all these significant change. Life is directing me at the moment, not the other way round yet.

The people the residents and friends here are all passionate in welcoming us all and made us feel at home. Thus i don't really get to experience any homesick symptoms at the very first week, nor the second week. Coming all d way here with no plan on mind has really gotten me worried, Thanks god im always so lucky to have someone to help me in sorting out all the accommodations troubles, even had him to accompany me to check-in, orientation, waited me outside while i'm doing my test, brought some breakfast over when i don't have one in the morning. Everything went on so smoothly out of my expectation. Setting up my apartment was another fun thing.

Living on my own wasn't as hard as I expect how it would be. I have got to be strong, subservient and self-determining. :D

Morning Lesson

2010-09-02T10:51:00.003+08:00

Ever since the final terminal of college journey, I'd never (very seldom) wake up so early for breakfast, meals have been disordered, often take brunch and dinner only. However today somehow god-knows-what determination calls me up for a breakfast with my mom and her friends because her friends have been unconditionally buying a lot of useful stuffs for ME, a girl who she has never met before, so do i. There's no free lunch, and it's time to meet up and say thank you!

At her age of 50, I see a whole contrary attitude of what human used to have. I am amazed that she's like treating everyone beyond what a friend should be. Perhaps she has nothing to worry about already, 7 kids and currently only responsible for the 4 younger kids education. Life's good when you are on the right track, whereby your achievements have been great. I want my mom to be as carefree as her, take up some social work contribute more to society (I guess this is her interest), stop pondering figures, figures and more figures on her head, that's why she had been complaining why she's getting so absentminded lately. =.=

There's many things in life that we have to learn to let go, let go of the situation, bad memories, people and even ourselves. Although there's a saying PAST PAIN IS PLEASURE, someone can be really tormented by stacking up the past and refuse to move forward. That's pathetic! Worse come to worse, it will serve as a roadblock to love.

"All the art of living lies in a fine mingling of letting go and holding on."

Conquer it!

Connection and Conflicts

2010-09-01T23:36:00.003+08:00

Connection is a relation between things or events.

Conflicts is a state of disharmony between incompatible and antithetical persons or ideas.

Analyze carefully, these two C are interconnected.

As the % of connections between 2 persons increases, % of conflicts increases.

This experiment can be done on spouse, intimate, family and friends. Consequences you got to bear yourself.

IDK why am i typing nonsense here, perhaps I'm tired of these 2 C .

Dear all, however, connection doesn't cause conflicts, but conflicts cause you to LOST connection!

Think before you fight!

Recovery

2010-08-27T12:04:00.002+08:00

還是原來那個我　不過流掉幾公升淚所以變瘦
對著鏡子我承諾　遲早我會還這張臉一堆笑容
不算什麼　愛錯就愛錯
早點認錯　早一點解脫

我寂寞寂寞就好　這時候誰都別來安慰擁抱
就讓我一個人去　痛到　受不了　想到　快瘋掉
死不了就還好
我寂寞寂寞就好　你真的不用來我回憶裡微笑
我就不相信我會　笨到　忘不了　賴著　不放掉
人本來就寂寞的　借來的都該還掉
我總會把你戒掉

還是原來那個你　是我自己做夢你又改變什麼
再多的愛也沒用　每個人有每個人的業障因果
會有什麼　什麼都沒有
早點看破　才看的見以後

Am impressed by the super straight forward direct way of expressing a despair, heartbroken feeling like this! Cool!
When falling in love, we don't care much especially the consequences. Simply addicted to the sweetening love scenario of the two, keep supplying each other with plenty of pampering, overindulging, try to serve one's every needs, regardless of who sacrificing more. Does that really matter? Yes indeed, overindulging from one side end up the consequences of being spoil rotten of a relationship. So here you would have to let go, or else you gonna die yourself!

Getting one's leg pull out from the game isn't easy, it takes time. Condolences from the friends was just like analgesic, injected with the instant recovery. As the effect goes off, you go off too!

"我寂寞寂寞就好　這時候誰都別來安慰擁抱
就讓我一個人去　痛到　受不了　想到　快瘋掉
死不了就還好"

This is good, one can be recovered when one gone to the extreme end of the road, one might return, one might let go and then retrieve from the addictive.

Penang, my comfort zone

2010-08-26T21:07:00.011+08:00

I called this insignificant piece of land my comfort zone simply because there is where I don't know most of the people and especially, I could easily put down my ego which acts like an annoying alarm clock and keep my alert from time to time that I must not do some awkward things in public . Unlike here, I could walk with my pajamas on the street or to a pasar malam or even into a restaurant and shopping mall. Apparently, what I am saying here is mostly about my public image! haha

Picked one weekend out of the few, I headed back to Penang with my family for a visit. Daddy insisted for me to come back to sort of dropping a message to beloved relatives that I would be away for studies. Of course I am showered with glorious blessings from the two side families, that's way awesome! Except for one who is my one and only one grandfather who was poorly hidden from the truth that his granddaughter has to go that far to study, he wouldn't let if he knows. Not like I wont go if he doesn't allow, just that to save the "chaos". LOL

So I suggested to have a sight seeing in CHEW JETTY, in hokkien people call it "Seh Chew Keo"! It is the biggest of the waterfront settlements in George Town, Penang.

The mini market selling lots of our childhood favourite snacks, tidbits, ice cream, childhood is plain simple, is what anyone wants to remember of it, it's like forever imprinted, inked in the memory!

Meet my super hero

Looking at the scene of the harbor in the afternoon, I felt the calmness of the little town and the inner beauty of the people for maintaining this attraction in Penang for the sake of the young generation, they talked to us (basically my mom) in a friendly welcoming way, they don't avoid strangers like the common scenario you can see in KL, they aren't so protective in a way, but somehow when people are changing by the force of our hectic society, we need to be more alert.

Walking on the wooden old bridge which apparently just nailed it with no sense of secure, I was a little fear of my nonsense imagination, however as i walked on, I had slowly discovered the toughness, reliability of the narrow wooden plankway. In life, often, we give the wrong judgement on a matter without in-depth investigation. We often fear to move on just by looking at the surface of the matter, at last, we lost an opportunity to prove our best!

Needless to say that sharp and accurate judgement needed to be done before we take our risky steps to the pathway of "imaginary success" , hence the need of a lump sum skills of an inspector, interpreter, adjudicator, honor, evaluator and a peacemaker! How to make that? Train yourself, no one can be all of them, train yourself to master at least two of the capabilities.

I can't claim that their life is easy, carefree or worries-less, cause I am not in their shoes, but but but I envy their life which seemed to be so simple, we human are born barefoot, even naked, we came to the world in a simple appearance, look, we now make things complicated, 35% of the populations create chaos, another 35% cracks their heads solving problems, if you're lucky to work it out, you SURVIVE; if you're the unlucky one, you live in depression, worse come to worse , you may end your own life to escape, the remaining 30% sells their votes, quite the game. I wanna be the 30%, I know I'm not aggressive, but I prefer that way.

EPIC!!! hahahahaha

Jas, I love this! So "Angolababish"

It is not the flesh and blood but the heart which makes us FAMILY <3

2010-08-26T19:35:00.002+08:00

I know it's either I WANT or I DON'T WANT.

Mistakes are inevitable but failure is avoidable.

Focus and choose the right seed of the future.

Sometimes we just don't deserve the second chance to pick on the right seed.

So, be wise or fail.

2010-08-26T19:33:00.003+08:00

"If two couples cannot see the same moon at the same time, they cannot become couples."

I've a bad idea

2010-08-14T19:06:00.002+08:00

I don't know which end of my nerves gone wrong, that I really wanna tear off your mask or your protective layer and penetrate deep enough to see what's on your mind.

Your innermost thoughts and feelings had got me curious!

You're unreadable in a way.

The end of College Life

2010-08-04T00:24:00.003+08:00

12 more hours to go till the moment I hand in my Physic paper joyfully, wide wide smile.

Here not only signify the end of the Summer Semester 2010 , but also the anticipating long happening college life, yeah, a FULLSTOP.

Have been surviving in the green old TBS building for a week? no, it's a whole one semester! It was fast like a bullet i would say before I manage to go to icpu floor to have a glimpse at the new kids.

Just in case you miss 12 FLOOR, little space of where we belong, where the fate directed me to know you great people.

why flowers wilt?

2010-08-03T13:28:00.003+08:00

If there's no cause, we won't see the effect.

If there's no consequences in life, such a life has no difference between alive or lifeless.

To have an item on hand and to keep it alive, we have to withdraw something from another item in order to boost whichever item you found to be more precious , of course that have to had won your self justification with certain limits. It goes on until you found another precious thing and to give up on the current one.

At the time when you start throwing ignorant bullet to the previous of your so called precious only one, remorse, pang of guilt and lots of uncertainty surfaced. No one could explain why and why and why.

Let the right one in, be thankful that you never let the bad one to mess up your life.

Too many wishes

2010-07-14T13:15:00.003+08:00

I wanna meet fairy, because a fairy offering wishes.

I wanna reach for the starry sky, because people wish upon a star.

I wanna find a magical fountain, because people fling coins to make wish.

I wanna blow off a birthday candle, because people believe dreams come true when the candle extinguished.

With attached of all my silent wishes.
Never say it out or else it wont come true.

Freely

2010-07-06T09:58:00.005+08:00

Bought a huge luggage last Sunday.

This indicates that I'm leaving very soon, in 2 solid months time from now.

Leaving this place to a totally new strange place is not that hard, but when I have to live on a life without parents' guardian would be a total opposite of blessing and benevolence.

Anyhow i think I can as I have to.

Never stay away from home for more than a week, never sleep alone in the bedroom, never live with anyone else under one roof besides family, all these facts made me a dumbass who actually grown up physically, yet never know the way to deal with matters when you have to stay with friends and not family who always tolerate you no matter how mess up u r at home. No sisters to complain or share, no daily arguments to twist my tongue. To friends, I'm always apprehensive, mindful, alert for every words I spoke. I have a bad habit, even my own blanket I'm refused to fold everyday as we used to have maid at home who you can kindly request her to do you a favor. But that's the past, as the days without maid comes along, I'm now ordered by mom to do my job, or else a fine of 10 bucks. Yes, i dono how, when or why makes her sticked a notice on my bedroom door, noted: "you fold or allowance deducted." I seriously have no idea where did she learn this but it works on me and the sisters, cause she do what she said!

Even a blanket makes noise, so you can imagine how terrible m i when comes to house chores. But mind you, I will do when I have to. Environment is always the greatest factor to trigger me.

Speaking about the packing, my mom has been more anxious than I should, she asked me to list down some goodies that I might need there for the first arrival, so that she can buy and settle everything for me. I felt like a stress-free baby or in other words, a brainless body . haha

On the other note, I have started shopping for some new stuffs these weeks, I felt extremely pleasant n happy for the continuous shopping days. that simply made my day. More to buy.

The thoughts which frequently come to my mind is to spend more dinner time with family, that's enough to gain satisfaction as for now. They are always my first priority after all. I think so do everyone else.

Such a week

2010-07-03T09:08:00.006+08:00

This week is pretty much anticipating.

For the first time staying back in lib to study this semester, sounds a little 'nasty', but thanks to YJ who spend time guiding me through my lousiness in Calc3, lol not very patience but teachable indeed. From struggling through the revision, till Friday when i got back my miserably poor results, right after my Physics test. Double attack, for i couldn't really solve quite a number of Physics problem solving too. Never expect it to be this tough n confusing, thus the day before I don't really hook up with my books. The moment when you know you could do much better than you think you would, is pretty much disgusted. Hate myself for having that feeling, cz I know I don't worth so if I don't do best. Fine.

From asking Lyd to stock up her snacks in her room so that my mouth wouldn't be too free besides talking, to have her finally brought back a table of snacks, hahas, to happily nom nom nom on my favourite snacks KUSUKA from Indonesia. I finished one pack myself. Awwww fats. And to do our daily routine, me lying on her comfy bed and her, sitting on the mattress on the floor (funny scene), and do our gossips. This is an indescribable moments of sharing where I could easily fall asleep and her then rushing for her late afternoon class. I must have really miss all these good times when I'm not here real soon!

From anxiously waiting for my I20 from the uni after so many calls, fax and emails, to receiving it, and to go for the visa interview, had really gotten me 'discharged'. However this time I'd make myself think wise, am i choosing the right route for myself? I am kind of depressed when the interviewer actually complaint on my poor Statistic results and my Accounting II when he's analyzing on my major. Blank. I did not how to protest myself that time but just to console him that i'll do better next time. Felt sooooo lame of myself. Oh well at least i got it. Never wanna even think bout it anymore , but my midterm results had transmitted me signals, telling me I have to do something before a major fall.

From thinking of pampering my sister on the day I got home so early, to buying food for her, to walking back to my car, not as good until I slipped on the road. What a slip over, it hurts but i m lucky not to let it bleed. Complex feelings, wanted to laugh so hard at myself but as well feel so bad to laugh. Sigh.

From happy gaming sessions at Pyramid, to movie session, and when to leave the dark cinema room, no idea how to have my right leg stuck at the gap of the chair and nearly fall frontward. Felt extra embarrassment washed over my face, just wanted to run out from the cinema and never look back. Big sigh.

From the awful break up 2 years back, to trimmed off my long hair , to putting on a mouthful of silvery accessories, that was intended to bring up myself better, but i assumed that somehow in turn cursing my for 2 years for not having a good relationship. lol. And now almost 2 years of having myself cursed, I'm having it removed in 6 hours time, until the befall of adversity and misfortune completely washed away.

A Gift

2010-06-26T21:00:00.003+08:00

So you passed me a gift.

A gift from you but you 'passed' it to me, that's it.

Giving people, especially to the one you cherish/love a gift supposed to be a beautiful thing that both of the person involved should appreciate the implicit meaning of it, not the value of the gift. I truly understood this :)

Gift given in person is the sweetest action I would say. Implicitly, we 'gift' the best of what we have to others, needless to say how meaningful is the message of love it implies to the person. We smile, we accept. Remember, gift is something you give wholeheartedly and expect nothing in return, here comes the point, do not expect anything in return, especially when you 'gift' when you're sorry.

Also, the manner of giving worth more than the gift. Think about your gestures when you give the present, be a cheerful giver! The receiver too, will be cheerful!

Yesterday is history. Tomorrow is mystery. Today is GIFT. It explains why we call it the PRESENT.

Little Inspiration from People's blog

2010-06-26T17:37:00.005+08:00

By right i should be studying for my Calculus midterm now and but not browsing the net for some updates, random updates bout people's life from their blogs. I don remember since when I'd literally moved my books to my computer desk and now i called this place as my study table. Cool. That explains why my real study table is long abandoned and how it turned to my mini private storeroom.

Anyways, the focus of the post is that I've came across with one of the high school classmates' BLOG of mine who constantly blog about his ambitions, his thoughts, his random craps, his life and his family and friends. I can see that he had been raised up really well that would gotten people to start worrying bout him for he might, in some way, turn into a useless man who don't plan for future, who spends dad's money like nobody's business. No I know that he has the guts to prove you people wrong! Here comes the reason why I salute him, as a girl. As a guy, I might think and do the same way as he does.

At his age of 20, he feels bad about himself, he's just like any university student else who would've just randomly attending classes, study for exams, and waiting for the graduation, BEFORE one can start to plant the seeds of the future. Comparing himself and his dad can be good at one point, but it can be bad at times as well when you know the fact that the successes of your dad today starts at your age of 20. How dumb n sorrowful would you feel then? When you're still cracking your head solving the so-called advanced mathematic problems, on the other side of world, the young entrepreneurs are out there planning for millions dollar business at his age of 20! So how awful you feel right now is how saddening he felt! But that's the life processes that you need to experience which able you have more points to jot down in your history records. Have you ever started thinking about your business idea, yet?

I somehow got impressed by his style of writing, so real, so reader-friendly. Well, think big is the key to the greatest success. Success is where you can enjoy the luxuries and the finest stuffs in the world - that's his definition of success.

But at this moment I would mark myself as success if i can ace for the next 2 tests. Lol see the extreme success of mine and others?

You're the minority, aren't you?

2010-06-21T18:06:00.004+08:00

I thought the norm of loving someone is to make him/her special, giving or talking to her in a way that wouldn't make sense to anyone else. Or even accurate, something that you couldn't react from the bottom of your heart if it's not him/her. Somehow does it explain the minority they dont act in such a way, they are different?

I am different or you are different.

Perhaps we were meant to be different.

Happy Father's Day!!

2010-06-20T23:35:00.004+08:00

HAPPY HAPPY DADDY'S DAY!!

i ♡ U more than any daughters else on earth would !! haha

we're your luckiest babies; you are my lucky daddy, the superhero guardian!

I always have a big dream for myself about you. How much I WISH that you could retire now, right now!! Put down your job on hand. Go travelling as much as you always said to me, go to the beautiful golf course as far as u like. But i know how realistic that all these wouldn't happen at this very moment. Another 5 years, you better retire LOL

Grab the chances

2010-06-20T10:54:00.003+08:00

You said chances in life are meant for people who are ready for that, in all kind of forms.

As long as you keep going, keep trying and reaching out for infinity n beyond, you would mentally bring yourself elsewhere to places which you meant to be. Controversially, isn't this seem ridiculously unfair for humans who deserve a chance but they are restricted to move on by the force of nature - chances are limited, we live to fight, vise versa.

Chances, they dont come looking for qualified candidates itself; the criteria is to get yourself prepare and be courage. Two important criteria come as one, missing of one is just like a hunter without a gun. Success does not matter when you have courage to fight but you're lack of skills in fighting; in another word, get yourself prepared in anytime! Enemies are anywhere, they come anytime ..

Even so, everybody does not stand in an equality. Two person with same qualification; His success doesn't reflect yours. That's sad but this is life. Wipe off your sweats and tears that might halt us, we must keep going till the day we wanting arrived and catch it well, never let go when chances so happen to pass by.

No "HELLO and BYE", Say: "PLEASE STAY WITH ME".

You said proper consideration are important, at the same time when we stop at one point and ponder, do we as well get to predict the consequences of it? do we get to predict the future for making this step? So what's the point of making all this fuss when we DO NOT KNOW what's ahead us?

Try and find out, rather than think and step back!

Cleared

2010-06-04T13:22:00.002+08:00

Imagine when you see an abandoned old table has been covered with an inch thick dust,

and the moment when you pick up a wet cloth,

wipe it.

Clean and Clear.

That's how it feels.

Struggles in between

2010-06-01T23:03:00.002+08:00

If only i can earn $ by myself. I don't wish to become the burden, that's awful.

But that keeps me awaken in the other side of reality.

Isn't it a life?

But we shape our lives.

So what's the reality now?

I can't find my way out.

Banduuuuuuung

2010-06-01T16:34:00.014+08:00

Hereeeee I come Bandung for the second time...!!

Does the beautiful scenery below look as familiar as it is in my previous post? Yup u got me, we stayed in the same Majesty Hotel & Apartment. This time we're staying in the apartment, and it made us feels more at home.

One of the comfy bedrooms, this is for girls only. Guys, step back ! *grin*

As what i express my love to Bandung in fb album (yeah, there's more pictures in fb), Bandung is certainly the best place u can go in Indo. Getting fed up with the honks n chaos in Jakarta? Come to Bandung! Getting bored eating in shopping malls for their 'typical franchise food'? Come to Banduuung dong..

Not to mention that the local Sundanese food is way you find your pleasure and satisfaction. You would never know how scrumptious can a kaki lima stall's food be.. The ibu-ibu selling in the stalls were all welcoming and friendly. Look, one of their Sundanese manners. Be welcome.

BAKSO ENGGAL MALANG

Take all you want. So i was happily picking my bakso/tahu and resulting in the greedy side of me!

Look! It was hell lots. Anyway, sharing of food is caring!! ;p

We're all starving at that time. Even so, they did not take as much as my portion. Ah yeep and Ah Boss bad influence! (LOL, now i can say whatever i want to them, bcz they wont read this! HAHA)

Indonesia Chicken! Yes, this is chicken!

The price menu. Nice n cheap to the max!

Enjoying supper in ibu-ibu stalls

beef noodles

There's even more snacks like this which is too nice to eat that i dont bother to take picture of it! Yumss. Typing this stimulates my saliva dripping!

some fresh durian ice cream while doing FO shopping!

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Coming to Bandung and going back without grabbing some goodies from any factory outlets simply means you're being mean to yourself! How can!? Factory Outlet is main attraction of Bandung as well. They sell cheaper clothes than any boutique outhere, so go in n grab!

RUMAH MODE

One of the famous factory outlet in Bandung. Tourist hot spot!

Front

Back

No, I am not being horny, but i like this!

They have 'guts' in decorating their FO or in anywhere else which would earn them profit. That's why I love sight-seeing in Bandung. Despite its town in small, it's as interesting n worth- visiting than any places in Indo. and sorry to say that Malaysia national marketing department has to learn from them, KL city is dead n dull. No deco, no package. Nothing. Minus off the happening clubs n bistro in KL, we find nothing in KL.

Hi darlings

darlings BB autis *shakes head*

IRONMAN FO

SECRET FO

Every FO has its own uniques decoration and it remarks the only one and its uniqueness ;) When you can't find your loves in the FO, looking at its decoration its tiny light bulbs blinking at you do calms sometimes.

UNUSUAL FO

Cool wallpapers

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Quoted from my fb album caption, "First impression of Bandung was a compact place which simply sums up the whole Sundanese Culture with its hundreds of heritage buildings, fine architecture, its saturated ancient historical 'feel'.. Second impression remains the same!"

To keep&reserve the historical places, is the best way to teach the youngsters the lessons from their ancestors. It keeps the spirit of fighting for rights alive. Of course, a stunning building to keep an eye on.

One of the beautiful churches in Bandung. Christianity is their major religion.

to be continue..

Gloomy

2010-05-01T02:40:00.002+08:00

I sped.

Mood swung.

I felt kind of imbalanced.

I am not unhappy, not to say sad, but feeling gloom.

I have too much things bothering me, my blog can no longer be the best place to spill it out here so that I would feel better in a way; my blog is way too public.

I can be good but don't take me for granted.

I have complicated hard feelings now, i hope I have someone to talk to, I always hope not to seem or look or judged to be too supreme over others, am really I hope I was not, cause I am just an ordinary girl who wish to 'be' what is a girl made for.

Jas, I might come to you, you're always my best listener!

Dozing off,

Jer

What's Wrong

2010-04-28T00:06:00.002+08:00

I know conflicts doesn't come in a day, as u said it accumulates.

Frankly i don't know how much u mind of what I always said to you. Ya, I don't say directly, i tease i laugh i make fun of you, but all these I didn't mean it. This has become our way to communicate, i always thought like this. I don't understand what's wrong with you that day which made you lose control and did something so hurtful or so childish to me?! You should know my behavior, I wouldn't just leave it, you know i'll tell the one who supposed to know all these , and you should be knowing that by the time you're doing all these, you are already at the losing side! How pathetic! Now you have no rights to ask for a sorry, you know why.

And you know I'm not going to surrender, but i will just ignore whatever shit, let it be, let whatever or how bad is your thoughts going to lay me, I don't really care, because I am as stubborn as you are. You should know your rights. And now, guess what I will not 'treat' you like a 'friend' as i did to another one if you continue to make noise, and sorry I guess I''ll be treating you the way you asked for since then.

I am correct.

Deasy 20 20 20

2010-04-21T11:15:00.000+08:00

The toughest endurance that one would have endure is how to due with farewells i guess. From the time when I'd chosen ADP, i knew that very soon I'll have to face all these. Everybody is leaving, we halt the impulse to say goodbye because we believe we could still meet in the future, at least now I have faith. World is not that big to lose each other afterall. We have planes, we have cars, transportation are all available, time is just the matter of yourself whether to spare it out or not. To be accurate, 5 more weeks the close friends in ADP are leaving, that's the inevitable pain. =(

I am a girl, just a typical girl, but I have big dreams.. Even you see, my witty behavior might have deceived you all, laughing all the while with all sort of madness jokes, inspired to be a wealthy housewife who don't do house chores, influenced by family to marry a wealthy husband, wealthy as in he's willing to spend on you. Guys who's rich but calculative is not rich. I wish i could independently out stand the crowds with my own capabilities too! I'd never underestimate myself, so do you kay.

The above were a post drafted quite long ago, and as today when i look at it, why not posting up, at least that was my thoughts at that moment.

Now, let my narrate you through the birthday bash of Deasy Deasy awesome 20th. She's lucky cause she got us all to attend her birthday dinner without her own knowing. The girls and boys planned it all for her. Surprise is getting harder n harder to design as we're growing older, we became smart ass and suspicious to the same old way of surprise celebration. But yet, Deasy, GOT CHA!

Some pictures when we're buying uhuuhuu @ The Loaf

we took each one. Trying out the variety of flavour

That's Li-di-ya

I look pregnant that day. omg look at the 'modern mom' dress. HAHAH

@ TheShip

the whole thing got messed up when ppl start calling and said not coming, and when ppl coming late

nek, Shin, me

appetizer salad

seafood prawn salad

@Grand Millennium

#LookOut Point

# uhuu

# Happy Bday Des!

# Presents for Her

Again , Happie Bday! Enjoy your Sexy 20th!
You're more legal to do something Crazy!

to be compelled to favor life over death

2010-04-11T01:10:00.007+08:00

We are born the same;

we may be taught differently

some unclear evidence were there to explain parts but not as whole

aren't we just have faith in each other

why are the feelings faded away even faster than a polaroid photo?

people used to argue that as a polaroid fades, so does the interpersonal relationship between humans.

I disagree.

Even if the chemical coated at the base of the film fade, how could the memories between you two just vanish like an invaluable polaroid photo?

Humans are protective over themselves, norm

but do what we ought to do

treat people the way they deserve to be

stop when u reach the warning line, never go beyond it

Ignorance is my only solution.

Forgetting is my next solution.

lol

Inhuman Word

2010-03-16T14:32:00.002+08:00

Before you wanna make a complain for the way people treating you, ask yourself, is this what you'd done for others as well?

A good act of vengeance deserves another.

Confession

2010-03-13T20:45:00.005+08:00

I've nothing to complain about my life, I'm blissfully contented with my life right now even if i'm almost buried by piles of work in college. I would never say i hardly breath whenever I have dilemma to struggle with; to be exaggerate, i inhale air which supply me with plenty happiness, not only oxygen. My wisdom of life is where there's bliss, there's hope and ultimately I can reach my final imaginary paradise! You may disagree with my nonsense, but at least there are minority would nod their heads.

That night I realized the threads that linked us as one had been 'cultivated' or I say 'coated' with a layer of metal which means, the friendship bond has somehow being strengthen. Before it got strengthen, we stretched it out in that particular night. In case you don't know me, I am that kind of person which could easily take people's criticism, I am always willing to listen to my weaknesses, so that I know what, where , how to improve my inner-self. Personality is hard to shape, but attitudes can be reshaped by putting effort. Yes, we stretched it out as in we lay bare our soul, spills all the beans that we think each other should know. Problems and misunderstandings can only be solved when you bring it up, isn't it?

Putting down my ego and self-pride, relaxing the exhausted limbs that trying so hard to defend, relaxing the facial emotions that tried to cover the false feelings, we lean next to each other, we're so close that I wouldn't mind to stop holding back my banks that are going to flood any time. And we settled down. Good one! :)

Thank you for telling me, teman! You know how much I treasure you all!

Confessing your true feelings to the one you wish her/him to know is foremost unless you used to feel regretful in your life.

Loves,

Jer

Bubbling Bubble

2010-03-13T17:04:00.006+08:00

Break time, we made good use of it!

In library

skipped econ class for novel? GOOD

Nek, I am so gonna miss the time we break together even though u're just gonna leave for one week! CCFun in aunty's place! I'll wait till u're back! ♡♡♡

small bubble

Beware of every time u laugh while bubbling, don't CHOCKED man!

lol

another relaxing break whereby I actually have Wrel test coming up the next day!

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Celebrate for John on the same day.

It was a rush because, some of them were rushing for their physic lab. Just wanna show this two pictures that I like most !

♡ ♡ ♡ ♡

Bubbling Boo,

Jer

Ikea foods

2010-03-13T16:52:00.003+08:00

Used to go there for their tender, juicy meatballs. I labelled Ikea as the Meatballs Heaven. But this time was kinda bored of the balls, ordered salmon, cheesecake, and _____ *sum-what-is-that-called-again?

this 3 fellas made my day, our day ♥

Nothing can be worse off when you have good food, good mood! ♥

Coup de Coeur ♥

2010-03-05T20:20:00.008+08:00

Coup de Coeur another romantic piece given n years ago, i just dug it out and play. Hopefully this time i wont just work half way through.. Motivation please ;)

Property Inflation

2010-03-03T22:31:00.004+08:00

I think I cant fvcking afford a house in the next 5 years time, not even a condominium.

Solution:

if only u have a rich dad who could / willing to purchase the house for you now (to spoil you), and sell it to you with its actual price 5 years later.

Can't help, land property inflated so much faster than the income. Guys, beware. make sure you earn hard. Girls, make sure u hunt smart.

Need not to be remembered

2010-02-28T22:44:00.003+08:00

Life is plain life is good life is too interesting, thus it earns the reason to be remembered each of them.

while one's life is too playful, too tricky, whereby your rationality somehow got overwhelmed by alcohol which then trigger your level of consciousness, awareness of what is true or wrong; that's where the ignorance should takes place. Ignore it Forget it. We aren't taking note of that, aren't we aren't you?

Clubbing agenda lives only a day! No carrying forward. :)

Melody Flows

2010-02-22T23:49:00.002+08:00

Listening to Kyoko Fukada's dear

such a lovely piano piece

"Talent" can only apply to an individual or a group of people who have special natural intellectual ability, aptitude and great capacities for greater achievement.

Did you call that a special gift from the Lord or you call that as a results of one's determination and hard work.

I had always been seeking for my undiscovered talents, I wish i have one, if I have one.

I do see some unique people, they possesses unusual innate ability in some fields or areas that is really hell amazing!

What about me?

Serving Day

2010-02-11T16:08:00.005+08:00

Venue : Truffles, LSC

Date : 11th Feb 10

Time : 7.30pm

Guests : Sa, Joe, Sum, Jer

without planning; we wore similar short grey cardigan. :))

Dessert of the day

Having thought of everything is FOC, we refused to pay for the mocktail when the bill came. Searching up and down, in and out of the bag for some coins. lol They do accept coins. :)

The whole billing session nearly laugh out my lungs!

Mich, honestly i have to say that you did the humor-est demonstration of the dessert part and well performed the spirit of hospitality! Work with your heart! Laugh with your heart too!

You would definitely ace in your serving score today, If only i were given a chance to give compliments to your lecturer. HAHA

While waiting for Mich to AC, we sat down in the 24 hours study corner, to talk, to cam-whore.

pretty yellow painting.

Always Too Late

2010-02-09T21:24:00.005+08:00

when people start asking me why not give it a try, perhaps it may works in a way, but I would say: the timing is over!

Thus no point trying.

2010-02-04T22:57:00.000+08:00

i stalked you today, you'd let me down.

Under the Sun

2010-01-28T22:48:00.003+08:00

Sometimes I am certain for what I really want, sometimes I am not.

Just like now I am insensible, mischievous, kind of worn out by millions of factors in surroundings. My luck began to run out.

Every time I see people fighting for survival,

I watch in silent,

my limbs are all rooted on ground,

losing idea and energies to even response.

Coward. What a shame of myself.

Purpose of life is one important subject

somehow guiding me in another way it could be

to succeed in future it's not merely big dreams, big ambition

happiness and love, perhaps is the factors that rule things

They create miracles.

I would want to walk slower than others

but I would walk 30% more steadily than others

With that I could perceive the world another way round

I might see what's left behind

what's worth for us to give another try

Not eager to be extraordinary,

at least talented and thoughtful

It's life after all.

Lovely,

Jer

Pain and Pills

2010-01-24T22:48:00.002+08:00

Nobody could ever endure that massive pain!

Hence, the need of painkillers.

I do agree that what we eat now is for future, the pills stay in our body.

However, my superego finally surrendered herself to the ego.

Can't help. Pills are then consumed for that instant pleasure!

Dozing off...

Started well, ended badly

2010-01-23T13:23:00.007+08:00

Can guess where is this?

It's the view from LakeSideCampus' Library!

Spotted one cute mini Starbucks van at the entrance! We tried on its Caramel Frappuccino! All flat price RM10!

I expect today to be great.

OMG me and kim..

Why ya looks so bored there? Come, get up and take picture for us! Wheeeee :]

i <3> my babygirls

Kc's back for his summer holidays. He's getting muscular, you could hardly imagine how tiny was him last time with his typical orange tee sitting down there eating, could you?

Spelled K.C.

The whole point of this picture is to convey an important bad sign which that this is gonna be my last chance to see her, my little reddish mobile phone. It had been snatched just right after this gathering. SOB. It happened in a blink of the eyes, so quick and clean which had already enough to give me a big terrify!! *shiver in terror*

kim eats kimchi! can be my kimchi kaki

my baby es and baby kim!

So the story ended with two miserable girls who actually 'contributed' their phones to that asshole!

Story ended pretty peaceful yea?

Korean Drama Recommendation

2010-01-19T17:33:00.004+08:00

Watch "You're Beautiful" and you'll feel the same way just like me and sum!

The soundtrack "Without Words", best to listen anytime!

The melody plays awesomely beautiful especially in keyboard, I'm working hard on that! ;)

we're happy family

2010-01-17T23:39:00.003+08:00

it's just another round of shopping day

I brought them to eat Indo food. At that instant I was like a pregnant women who craved so much for Ayam penyet. You should know how a pregnant woman behaves.. LOL

gado gado

smashed chicks

vege sour soup

en . mom

laugh like cows..

All sorts of realization hit in

2010-01-07T01:10:00.003+08:00

...............when we are up in the hill, once again! ♥

Being with my girlfriends, I would gain another kind of comforts and laughters. It is completely different, very different. The moment of sharing the history of love birds, we could just looked at each other, peeking at one another's funny reaction, and there goes the laughters.

By the by, it was a good lesson, tricky.........yet still recommended example to follow! Haha

I would not, cannot, and do not want to let myself to be too passive 'to have one', at least from now. But there's still hell lots of restrictions I hold with my dignity........how to get rid then???

All these wasn't clear enough to express afterall. *raised one eyebrow*

Off to bed,

Jer ♥

welcome back, papamama

2010-01-03T15:24:00.004+08:00

"You'll be carried away by the ants, covered by an inch thick of dust, eaten by worm at any time if I didn't get back on time to clean the mess", mom's joke of the day.

Frankly, I would rather keep my eyes half-opened not to see the messy condition of the house. A maid is no longer hired, the kids are all not trained to be good cleaner, lazy instead. Grandparents are called over to take care of us, the big children! Thanks for the offer!

I'd not seen my lovely parents for almost 2 weeks for they went Europe travelling and I got back from S'pore a day after them. Kinda desperate to see what they got us from there, the lovey dovey pictures, and the sweet fattening chocolates!

Yeaaap, mom got the goodies i desired so long ago from Paris, I LOVE YOU! even if you didn't managed to get me the color i wanted, it's okay.. :) i'm happy enough

birth of new hopes, burial of old despairs Part 2

2010-01-03T15:22:00.004+08:00

- DAY 2 -

It was a windy afternoon. I first grabbed a hairband in Forever21 for I felt too plain of myself. Didn't expect to stay longer, thus, i sneak into Sg. with limited stuffs. One shirt; no pants to change.

it's leopard printing ribboooon!

Ferraro Xmas tree, i wish it's real so i can pluck and eat!

the decorations are gorgeous, dazzling striking. I like tat! U can snap till you drop!

this picture is no good, let u show you another CUTE 1..

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this little girl actually walked towards Lyd to take picture! OMG, lucky girl, she'd finally found her God mother hahahahaaaaha..

Don't you think that they both look alike??...........as in their chubby face! ",]

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Ion Food Court.
It has the same concept like the one in Jakarta!
Who copys?

green tea vs greentea soya

big portion of tako-yaki

popiah!

pork egg roll, i named it.

muaaaaachii, almost soft like the one we bought from penang aunty!

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did a little shopping before we ciao to East Coast.

Underway to East Coast

can see a lot of ppl doing evening walk, cycling, roller skating on the pathway..

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night scene through my eyes

wuhu. i personally like this pic.

no hear, no see, NO EATING SUM!! hahaa

sum's keep eating her chipsmore cause she's afraid that I might kill her out of anger as she asked me to carry this packet of chipsmore all the way from Malaysia and still carrying all around Singapore, just nobody bother eating it.

Chipsmore is definitely not enough!

so...

Gahhh.. $10 for Yau Char Gui with prawn filling

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her fav gingerbread man. This look hell cute, but our handmade gingerbreadman for Christmas look hell fugly!

Ion at night

Under huge purple Christmas tree, we looked so small in size!

Ugly Betty, me

- DAY 3 -

Home Sweet Home. Goodbye, Kard! Thanks for everything! :)

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Singaporean bold fighting spirits were somehow being mocked by other Asians as their "kiasu-ism". Every time people talked about the Singaporean or Singapore itself, their convo would all be only the keypoint - KIASU. At this point, I can't really see the point behind it. It's plainly their vision of success . We can't judge people by its sum but its individual of parts, yes or no. Wrong perception of the society huh?

well, cut the crap. We should be real blissful for ourselves to be alive, to grow 1 year ahead, even to give ourselves another chance to achieve something which we couldn't make it in the previous year, perhaps. Neither you and I should feel miserable for any attempt that you failed in your life, because everybody deserves a SECOND CHANCE!

So what's your new year resolutions?

I would like to list it down here for myself in the coming year 2011, for the purpose to review and (laugh at it, laugh at how greedy am I, how silly I acted, if only I'd grown up more mature in mindset) *grimaced*

1. I will keep reading until I finish off all the books I bought last year due to my exaggerate confidence to read like a bookworm; who knows I will end up left them all over on the desk and kept the dust accompanied. >.<''

2. I will keep blogging because I slowly discover the brilliant idea of blogging is to be read in my future life with whole bunch of my grandchildren and be praised infront of them. If you reader ever wonder why I named my blog as thesaladays, this is the reason!!

3. I will settle all my uni applications or whatsoever registrations I needed to be transferred on my preferred best time. It's time to be tough girl! :)

4. I will save one-fifth of my pocket money every month as my travel funds. Yes, believe what i said here, I want to save $$$ to be spent on travelling, I am very insist now. I wanna go travel without parents' allowance but my own savings, hopefully I could.

5. I will put on 80% efffort to fulfil all my desires in life. ahem, this would have basically covered everything. Save words. (100% would stress me out of the hell.)

6. I will minimize all those shitty arguments with friends and family! Dispute is no good, no good, unhealthy.

7. I will always put myself in the perfect condition from tip to toe. Hair treatment, facial mask, body massage, etc as often as i could.

8. I will enjoy my life to the max! Put on slippers, hop on the car, I am ready for good food, stunning clothes, recommended places with good ambiance of course, and meeting new people!

9. I HOPE I could take off the silvery shinning braces which had become my centre of attraction to all the peeps. The first thing people noticed about me is certainly my BRACES! haha, even myself does. When will be my time to smile like a CLOWN? LOL

10. I will still hunt for my perfect love match like i've never been hurt.

Alright, that's what popped out in my mind right now. I guess I should off to reading now as I could fulfil my point 1.

HAPPY NEW YEAR 2010, peeps!

Loves,
Jer.

birth of new hopes, burial of old despairs Part 1

2010-01-03T15:21:00.014+08:00

It's never too early to start making your plans for New year Eve, and the massive events, countdown parties, live concerts for the crowd and the oh-so-wonderful million dollar fireworks would certainly worth your attention this year, in Singapore!

Just take your pick and let's us all COUNT DOWN TO 2010!

- DAY 1 -

well well well, we wandered around the places hunting for all must-eat food in Sg with this very friendly private tour guide of ours, who i bet you can't find anywhere else - KARD! This time is some sort of our last trip for the year cz he's leaving to the State. How sad. You kard, come back every year!

Yes, Lyd said she's definitely going to have this, Mr Bean every time she been here, you won't know her passion for soya.

Food session while we're waiting Teddy to settle down at her sis's place and come to meet us up. We are particular only to the food Kard recommend, call us discriminators of food. XD

Indonesian rice, the sauce taste like Malaysia Satay dip sauce.

Lyd's cousin's place. I am holding my fav soothing spray. I wanna make it a habit to bring it along me all the time, so i can spray on people, it's benefiting!

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such an eye-comforting night scene, pleasure of a second.

The dudes decided to set our foots on Clarke Quay for tonight awesome-est countdown pa! We reached around 9 and the crowd had already enough to frighten you, and still growing, almost gasping for air.

young one like us are easily got attracted by who-knows-what!

stunning blue roof.. Absence of lights, celebration aint a damn thing!

Time to grab some food on the street, Hooters here we come!

99 cents for one slut? Ya you wish so but it's the chicken wings promotion. Hell i was excited to order it but it's for tuesday or thursday, i forgot.

being forced to pose with ' tempting' menu LOL

awwww.. warm Christmas night! <3

finger-licking honey chic wings, dayumm

we're wise drinkers, beer lovers.

we drink to get hyped for the countdown afterwards.

Better not show to ppl this innocent looking face, cz she actually drink just like everyone else! Much affected by us.

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" let's yell for Blessing New Year 2010! "

all these chio accessories cost us $5 only! mad cheap!!

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cool fireworks! i always wish to watch fireworks with someone i heart, am still waiting..

back to Kard's place to rest for another fun day there!!

"wait wait wait," Rosie

Loves,
Jer

randomness

2009-12-06T22:38:00.002+08:00

Mirror is always girls' best friend. I would never forget how eager am I to get one of them from Ikea, and how I nag my parents who insist not to let me have one (just because they thought this mirror will somehow cause accidents in the b

edroom) -.-

and then of course, I managed to persuade the two elderly. HAHA

Don like waiting but

EATING ©©©

hiak hiak* pity lady!

Kard's back in action

2009-12-03T18:27:00.009+08:00

Going forth and back between 4 countries and to bear the unpredictable occurrence by himself. Study plan got a little delayed; stay and believe in his own first good intention and big ambition to accomplish, still.. By keeping all sort of happiness or unhappiness to himself, most imperatively is without any noises of complaints he had ever made to anyone !

I ask myself, how sure am I with my current plan. I don't know! But maybe I need some inspiration from someone knowledgeable to guide me through all these, as i wouldn't want to make a big mistake again. I'm just too old to lose now right !

Kard was back for one whole week; sadly everyone in the house seemed to be really busy with their own earlier plan with friends and families. I guess they felt no good to Kard because the time spending with him is not sufficient to trace back their old good times. I look at the standpoint of an outsider, somehow i sense their friendships aren't just that simple like that. Fate brought them together at the same place to study, coming from different town, they hold the same principles, same purpose, same dream of success.

I believe people who have no common interest or personalities but as long as they are pursuing for the same things, they are friends. Easily linked.

Happy moments are always short @ NamDaeMun, NZX

Sum . Lyd . Me . Kard .

Look at this freaking huge lots of food!! My saliva glands have been activated now!

This Korean restaurant was originally operating in SS15, now they'd moved to NZX. The food is tasty and reasonable. I would later recommend the koreans here.

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The Curve Christmas Deco

Saeng il chukha ham ni daaa :)

2009-12-01T03:58:00.005+08:00

I got to cut all my overdue posts for this sudden urge to upload these guys, because i wan to beat someone who is a facebookpro. :)

It's freaking 4.33am now, back from the celebration, supposedly to be bloody tiring, but we can't sleep. So far all the holidays plan gone smooth as expected, so did today :)

The homemade cupcakes that we decorate ourselves was the sign of birthday, again.

We'd just celebrated Won's birthday in a Korean Karaoke Box, Mont Kiara, which is the place the koreans used to sing. A series of dramas made this surprise a good one, we are the superstar gonnabe! HAHA

HAPPY BIRTHDAY, OPPA WON!

wish you all the best..

We got to know him from Arirang Club, the korean class.. He's the teacher, Youjin is his assistant. :)

Lydiaya . Summerya

Side dishes served with Soju, i have to say that koreans are good drinkers.

Jermainena . Youjina .

Fiesta Economania, spirits of 'selling'

2009-10-07T12:57:00.001+08:00

One of ADP Fall'09 exciting events, their hard work, our pleasure. Take a briefest glimpse into the pichas, you can easily spot Disney characters, and the Missy Spongebob. Wearing the NOT FOR SALE TEE SHIRT, to be bigheaded, we felt extra conceited for ourselves!

WE DID SHIRT PAINTING!

I ffk-ed my dentist to paint this shirt eh.. How sacrifice, cause everyone knows it's so hard to reschedule my appointment again.

Courtesy of Randy haha.. We don't get his focus of capturing, both our bodies and the shirt had been chopped into HALF.

mickey in process..

My spongebob is half filled yellow now.. It does seem pretty cool, doesn't it? Definitely weird, but cool, too. Whateva. *smirk*

Jovita with her mickey. I wanted to clarify one thing here, she doesn't like Mickey, She hates Mickey. So now I got you curious? Why on earth would she painting one for herself? HAHA.

Simple reason, she wanted to wear Mickey tee with Lyd just to fulfill her childlike fancy. LOL

Elvira! She got John to draw her a Spongebob tee, but I am drawing myself. Poor me.

Duh.. This is my piece.

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Here comes the FiestaEconoMAMA

Right after my class i 'toddle' to main campus to help her out in the booth. It was Chun Yeep group selling pizza and coconuts drink.

I have to say that C.Yeep is really creative, look at his booth, so eye-catching, so pretty labels, attractive signboard, games, etc.

Being too tired, too hungry, too thirsty after a short while, we paid coupons for pizzas and coconuts.

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Off to Elvira's booth, Spanish food! Dayummm..

to be continue...

Looking for Chocs, You Crazy dudes!

2009-09-26T23:44:00.000+08:00

My head was spinning, Legs were aching, stomach was craving for foods, wanna know how many times we wandering between the two Chocs outlets in One Utama, i can tell you it's like........ a countless time. We tried to grab one new Crocs today, damn eager. We'd been searching for correct size and color since the day i fall for the baby blue Crocs back in Bandung. No, definitely i can never get the same pair here; nevermind another color can be my substitute one. Oh well, satisfaction not so much.

After we'd settled down purchasing, Lyd looked at me with her usual mix of disgust and pity. I looked at her again, sort of connected what she wants. She needs food. Yeahhh..h we need to eat now!

@ Gardens don't serve us hot food :(

The food can only be good if it's real hot!

mushroom soup isn't hot enough!

seafood spaghetti either!

Out of the curiosity, we ordered this freaky sucky apple lemon tea. @.@

The only way to do to it for not wasting it is to play with it, and that's it.